And then she told me there was no way She could ever continue this way, She loved her ex She loved him best And then she told me to change my mind All we got upon on hands is time, She loved her past She wants it back But did she ever stop to think About the misery that come to this end… It made me feel faded Like an old picture from an album, Oh I wish I was back home. It made me feel hated Like a forgotten piece of furniture, Oh I wish for no future. I tried to forget her But here’s the ring from my cell I ask again and again To ignore this pain And then she told me there was no way She could ever continue this way, She loved her ex She loved him best And then she told me to change my mind All we got upon on hands is time, She loved her past She wants it back But did she ever stop to think About the misery that come to this end… It makes me feel twice to think About sharing my heart, Oh I wish I could restart It makes me feel anxious to be In love yet again, Oh I wish you
It wasn’t like any other days It was the day I was left behind… My family sent me away! (No time to even pray!) I can’t even try to run away! (There’s no other way!) I hope this is all a part of a game! (So I keep myself sane!) Or just lock me in this cage! (Cuz I am insane!) Memories of fun and talk Memories that will be alright, Crushed down by hopes Realities of what should not Realities of what I shot, Hidden down by guilt… Blood stained hands For a crime nobody commit How to make amend When I am unfit My family sent me away! (No time to even pray!) I can’t even try to run away! (There’s no other way!) I hope this is all a part of a game! (So I keep myself sane!) Or just lock me in this cage! (Cuz I am insane!) A visit to their grave A visit to be brave, Won’t erase my wrongs The feelings that I lost The feelings I love most, Gone from this instance… Still a runaway Hiding the real culprit Turn myself today To climb out of this pit My family sent me away! (No time to
Devastated by her call Hanging loneliness on the wall Portrait of what It had to be Without you I can not feel Memories in the head Happy alone is not fair I am sick without you Without you I can not move It caught me by surprise You didn’t even let me try! How could you betray me? And dare leave me behind I know it was not your fault I know it was not your goal You know this is what I feel You know this is what I need I understand… But I can’t comprehend, Is what you used to say Save me I’m throwing up It couldn’t get any better, Save me I’m growing up Like imminent danger It arrives too soon It worsens my mood, But I have no say Save me I’m throwing up It couldn’t get any better, Save me I’m growing up Like imminent danger I was just a fool And you broke the rule, But I have no say Time is running out Every days is just a fight I wish you could come out Every hour is filled with doubt I hold your hand at night You whisper it will be fine But you don’t look good to me Why
So I’m at a standstill! Can’t step forward nor backward, So I’m at a standstill! But I know I’m no coward, So Baby, tell me why Why you, look so fine Your always, on my mind There’s no way around it There’s nothing that can fix it The heat won’t go down All it does is just drive me mad There’s no shortcut to it There’s nothing that can erase it The mind won’t calm down All it does is think that your mine Day and night, I struggle in what is right So far so fine, But I suffered a blight The cure is with you But you are unaware Your the cause of my doom And treat me like air… So I’m at a standstill! Can’t step forward nor backward, So I’m at a standstill! But I know I’m no coward, So Baby, tell me why Why you, look so fine Your always, on my mind Time is running out Will I ever reach you now When your with somebody else Leaving me with this mess There’s no way out The feelings won’t dismount It piles up all the stress And make me restless Day and night, I struggle in what is now
Time again
Home again
Welcomed by an empty room
Will you come home soon?
Time again
Home again
Years went by without you
Will you come home soon?
Aimlessly living my life
On the brink of my lifeline
My ego doesn’t want to change
All I could do was barely manage
It came out of nowhere
You didn’t even give me a chance
All I knew it was a divorce
All I felt was just remorse
What could have I done more
So you wont leave me alone
There's no way its fix in stone
So baby pick up the phone
Time again
Home again
Welcomed by an empty room
Will you come home soon?
Time again
Home again
Years went by without you
Will you come home soon?
She was always on my mind
Making me drunk on this wine
It didn’t mean much to her
She was as sweet as liqueur
The daily fights in life
Are here to push us back on track
But when we start to believe
That this more than we need!....
Life come crashing down
As the rain pouring outside
Feelings flowing down the drains
Away with all that is sane,
It’s alright, its time to cry
Even before the final goodbye
Just close your eyes
And it will be fine…
Sitting down in the room
Staring at the empty carton of perfume
The only remaining item
That remind me of your existence
This world robs me of you
It was way too soon
And they demand
The burning passion within the flesh.
Slowly the heat spread along the tracing on his touch
Him and I, have just met,
But our dangerous game wouldn’t end on this couch.
Clothes dropped along the hallway,
Escaping in what seems to be a living dream.
Forget it all, no need to be sane,
You will picture it later on your Kodak film.
Messy room full of noises;
The thin walls happily sharing the happiness,
Ignoring the complains of the boy’s
Who are busy drowning in sadness.
This is the night,
It filled us with emotions.
The throbbing pain of the bite
Throw us back in motion.
For every happy ending,
Here comes the Epilogue.
Teaching